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i would always wonder

i would always wonder what happened to mommy mommy with her hair so pretty and her voice so sweet but now mommy's gone, replaced by a monster.
i would wonder why you broke so many promises, like you would never drink again like you would sober up like you would actually be my mother again.
i would wonder why you kept so many secrets from me like my baby brother like my father [but maybe he's better off not knowing me] like what happened to my mother.
i would wonder why you drank so much like you chose the alcohol over me and my sisters like you

I. Would. Always. Wonder. Why. Mommy. Was. Never. Mommy.

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Going Home ::Suicide Party::What are you going to be when you get older?
Walking across the ground, the pitter-pattering of rain all around her was forgotten. Her shoes were somewhere far behind her, and she certainly wasn't going to turn around and go find them. No, she would be fine. Her feet were bleeding, but she wouldn't stop. Not yet.
Where am I going?

The question flashed through her mind more than once. She still didn't know. She'd find out when she got there, most likely. She never liked thinking ahead. She only thought in past tense, in black and white. She just kept walking, a trail of bloody footprints behind her... &n Going Home ::Suicide Party::
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Namless, Faceless.Nameless street signs and faceless friends. The heats she breaks are far greater than those she mends.
A shot in one hand and a cig in the other. She'll turn out just like her mother.
S-o-u-l-l-e-s-s eyes and a fake smile. Her lies pace a road stretching over a thousand miles.
Soundless music and c o l o r l e s s skies. Her begging and pleading only buys her more lies.
Nameless street signs and faceless friends. She learned that the life she lives is more important than the body she lends. Namless, Faceless.
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Wishes and DreamsSticky note wishes and a shattered dream; He noticed long ago that nothing's as it seems.
A needle in his veins and a tear drop on his temple; Not just a Blood but very tempermental.
Money in his pocket and a gun in his hand; He still hasn't learned that his lies will engulf him like quicksand.
Sticky note wishes and a shattered dream; I guess he found out that getting dead is easier than it seems. Wishes and Dreams
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Urggg

Sat Jul 11, 2009, 6:29 PM

Mood: Hopeless
Listening to: Prisoner - Jeffree Star
Reading: Blue Moon [The Immortals, book 2]

I wish I could just, like..

die.

Because I can't run away [THANKS JUSTIN. and someone just made running away unbearable]

and I can't become invisible [I've tried]

and I can't ignore people [I suck]

and gay stuff.

So whatever right now.

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Suzi.Fourteen.Single
I love all the times I've had with my friends, and I really hate the fact that I can be a bitch. But I guess what Jessi says is true - "I don't regret it. I'll never regret it. I can only be sorry for it and move on."
+I love photography.
+I love writing.
+I love music more than air, and you better believe it.
+I've got the most amazingly random friends.
+Wake me up with a phone call if you need to talk to someone. I'll answer and I won't be angry. Just don't comment on my sleepy voice.
+I usually tell it like it is.
+I'm always there.
+I like to feel wanted.
+I live for my friends.
+Midway and the Pavilion are where you can find me on the weekends.
+Wanna hang sometime? Wanna talk? Msg me for my AIM or for my number. I'll chill with just about anyone.

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